When I dancing to Above&Beyond, Super8&Tab, Cosmic Gate ect.ect.ect. with my hands in the sky. Eyes closed. Absolute no care in the world. Experiencing the most wonderful music in the world.  Those small petty words you said to me won’t even cross my mind. At the moment I’ll be infinite and free.

How about you Fucking judge me on my character, my personality, the choices, I have made in the past, my beliefs, how I treat other people  NOT the type of bikini I am wearing.

bitch

My mom is so fucking ignorant and stupid. She doesn’t understand why girls at raves wear bikins and minimal clothing. She called me and all of “sluts looking for atttention” stupid. I tried explaining to her the point and how its a form of self expression,feeling the confidence you may not always feel in your own skin. How its a beautiful thing  and she woulden’t have it. She said I am a attention whore, diva, stupid little girl, and how she is ashamed of me. She said all we are are low-lives and people with no future .All because I am choosing to wear a bikini.

Sad little world I am stuck in.